I really MISS my job badly, I miss working in the ward, I miss drugs, needles, colleagues, patients, paper works, and every other things that related to my job. I feel so empty and useless, staying at home almost everyday. I wish to get back to work as soon as possible, and I am worry that my nursing skills may get rusty and I will feel very lost, if I don't practice them soon. For example, I used to set IV line for my patients, and when I came back for a long leave almost 2 weeks maybe, I will be a bit disorientated with those needles. I bet everybody have this kind of experience, although you are in another profession. But so far, I did not hurt any of my patient, or do something that cause them dead, "choi + touch wood, la" I doesn't want it to happen, in my whole entire life. If things really happen, it will haunt me forever. No, No, No, I am not gonna let that happen. *Fingers Crossed*.
I was a workaholic, I will always ask my friends apply leave for vacation and I will work, *Crazy right*. I love to work, and had a superb superior, who is caring and understanding. She will grant our request, as long as there will be someone working in the ward. After a year later, my superior resigned and our ward been replaced with a suck-est superior of all time, and there's where my workaholic attitude gone. The new superior was a total B****, everybody hates her to the MAX. She always bitch around, and interrupt our work, with her awful screaming. I feels very happy every-time she goes on leave or MC, my life in the ward will be much easier without her. Everything we work, will just fall in place nicely and smoothly, even though there is a CODE BLUE. She doesn't know how to run the ward, and like to act smart. Can you people imagine, she doesn't know what is "JETEPAR", What a SHAME for a nurse, who doesn't know her drugs and wants to provide care for patients. Patients did complain about her rudeness, and her attitude problem, but as usual she will be very defensive. She is one of the reason, I resigned so early. I can't stand her anymore, and had enough of her bad-ass attitude. But I do miss all the things in the ward, EXCEPT her. I feels like going back, but the bitch is there, so forget it.
I really pray hard and hope, I can start working next month. I can't afford to be jobless anymore. I need to get back on my feet working, with those nursing skills.
"I REALLY MISS NURSING".
The Florence Nightingale Pledge:-
I solemnly pledge myself before God and presence of this assembly;
To pass my life in purity and to practice my profession faithfully.
I will abstain from whatever is deleterious and mischievous
and will not take or knowingly administer any harmful drug.
I will do all in my power to maintain and elevate the standard of my profession
and will hold in confidence all personal matters committed to my keeping
and family affairs coming to my knowledge in the practice of my calling.
With loyalty will I endeavor to aid the physician in his work,
and devote myself to the welfare of those committed to my care.
Florence Nightingale Quotes:-
The very first requirement in a hospital is that it should do the sick no harm.Florence Nightingale
I attribute my success to this - I never gave or took any excuse.
Florence Nightingale
No man, not even a doctor, ever gives any other definition of what a nurse should be than this - 'devoted and obedient.' This definition would do just as well for a porter. It might even do for a horse. It would not do for a policeman.
Florence Nightingale
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| Florence Nightingale, (12 May 1820 – 13 August 1910) |
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