Being single is seriously no biggie. I just don't understand why some people just can't live without the other half, but don't get me wrong people I am not against those people who choose to be in relationship. Most people, think relationship is wonderful, sweet, and pretty, but not for me.
I choose to stay single, is because I have tonnes of goals and things to achieve in my life. I could be in a relationship if I want to by now, like I said I am not ready at the moment. I have a lot of goals to achieve in my life. I did a little planning for the next 5 years, but it doesn't include relationship and marriage. I might regret, what I have said right now, but that's "belakang cerita". What I want to do right now, is to concentrate on my goals, career and enjoy my life. I have no time for intimacy, because I am happy with my life right now. I have wonderful, great friends and a superb family. I am at my very comfortable zone, those luvee dovey, romantic romance will only asphyxiate me. I love to be independent, and not to be controlled, this is the reason why I have failed in my previous relationships in pass 2 years. I admit I do fantasize about wonderful fairytale wedding, and relationships but that's all fantasies and dreams where I will be in Joyce wonderland.
When I step back to my reality and materialistic world, I will remain single with no string attached.
There is no such thing as perfect relationship, and marriage, although you have a perfect wedding.
People think, I am totally insane and looked at me one kind when i tell them, I wants to get pregnant in the next 5 years with only a donor. The next question, they asked me is:- Why don't you get married? As I said, marriage and relationships is not in my dictionary, I can't see myself in those things. I have these thought since beginning of the year, I also did some research and browsing from the internet. I know this might sounds crazy, who cares. That's one of my goal, and I don't care what people thinks about me, is my life and that's what I want. I definitely know what I am doing, and I am pretty sure my mother will not object with my decision. After all my mother is a very open minded and cool mom. I even told my mother, you won't be getting a son- in- law in the future because I won't be getting married, and she is very fine with it. My mother said, marriage nowadays is not important, what is the point of getting married if you have a great, wonderful life. The most important things these days are money, carrier, and enjoy life. LOL... Can you imagine, those words came out from a mother's mouth, how cool was that, right.
I LOVE YOU, BFF MOMMY. =D
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