It Has Been A LONGTIME.

It has been 1 year and 3 months, I did not blog. It has been really long. Time pass by so quickly. When I look back the last time I blog is on 5 Dec 2010, and today is already 17 March 2012. Woah.....
A year of thought, I had no idea where to start from. Ok, I will cut it short :-
- Already been more than a year living and working in Saudi Arabia.
- Had my ups, and down there.
- Found my love there. Happily in Love ;D
- New hobbies was discovered. EAT, SLEEP, SHOP.
- Learned how to speak Arabic. Toughest language that I ever learn. (Still learning)
- Learned about new people, new cultures.
- Have new friendships, friends from all around the world.
- Went to the most HECTIC WARD.
- Had 2 trips back to Malaysia. (Currently having my vacation) =D
- Heading back to KSA on 23 March 2012. =(
- Start working on 24 March 2012. Oh gosh!!!
- Gonna be, BUSY, BUSY, BUSY, again.

This is roughly what I have been doing for the pass one year.
Hopefully, I can continue to blog more frequent, NOT once a year =P
See ya.

Look Like Busy ( LLB )

     OMG!!! It has been a while I did not blog. I have been kinda busy buzzing around, preparing all my stuff because I will be going to Saudi  Arabia on the 9th Dec 2010. It had been a hectic week for me, going North, South, East, and West for my stuff. I even had to prepare my sister's school re-opening things for next year and this is an order from my mother. Her reason is "so called" busy working, but I know she is lazy to go out. Its ok, for me because I got to go shopping, as its one of my hobby, plus I got money from her, for shopping too. Buahahahahaha...
   My mom will always say, buy what ever you need. But for me, everything I see, is everything I need, so end up I will drag everything home. For example, I went IKEA on friday planning to buy big containers to put all my clothes which I will not be bring to Saudi, but when I saw the floor mat which cost RM1.80, I just took 7 of it and chuck it inside my trolley. I know 7 floor mat is too many, because my house is just a single storey house. But its just too cheap, the devil in me who wanted is so many. Now I got no one to blame, I blame it on the devil in me. Hahahaha... When I reached home, my mom saw half dozen of floor mats and she was asking, why are there so many floor mats, then I answered is cheap mom only RM1.80, that why I bought 7. My mom was saying, you freak buy 7 floor mats, the others not used you want to use it as a towel arr??  Aiyo, mom chill larr, 7 only mah, I did not buy one dozen is consider good enough already, keep for next year and next next year Chinese New Year, ok. =P
I did bought a can opener too, which my house already have 2. I just can't resist not to buy because the can opener design is so nice and the color is very soft and pretty. Now, you understand why I say, everything I see is everything I need. Freak right, hahahaha... But what to do, that me. ;D
     My parents was telling me, "You will be going to Saudi Arabia next week, WITHOUT the credit card, The credit card stays in Malaysia with us". Ok, no credit card at overseas, meaning no shopping like crazieee. I will listen to them, and put my credit card here, because I believe what they plan for me is right, so I will follow. Parents will always protect and love their children, none of the parents wants their kids dead, so I will always trust them, although at times I don't really agree with them.

PAPA'S AND MAMA'S ADVISES ARE ALWAYS THE BEST AND TRUE.
TO ALL THE CHILDREN OUT THERE, ALWAYS LISTEN TO WHAT YOUR PARENTS HAD TO SAY. BELIEVE AND TRUST THEM, AND YOU WILL NEVER GO WRONG. =D


P/S : DADDY AND MOMMY, I LOVE YOU... MUAKSSS... =D

Echo de menos de enfermeria

     I have been jobless for more than a month. I am waiting to go to Saudi Arabia, as they offered me a job there. I suppose to start my new life in Saudi Arabia last week, but under some circumstances my flight was delayed till next month. Am I suppose to be happy or sad? I don't know, what I am suppose to feel, I guess I have mixing feeling in me, who's like a Psychopath.
I really MISS my job badly, I miss working in the ward, I miss drugs, needles, colleagues, patients, paper works, and every other things that related to my job. I feel so empty and useless, staying at home almost everyday. I wish to get back to work as soon as possible, and I am worry that my nursing skills may get rusty and I will feel very lost, if I don't practice them soon. For example, I used to set IV line for my patients, and when I came back for a long leave almost 2 weeks maybe, I will be a bit disorientated with those needles. I bet everybody have this kind of experience, although you are in another profession. But so far, I did not hurt any of my patient, or do something that cause them dead, "choi + touch wood, la" I doesn't want it to happen, in my whole entire life. If things really happen, it will haunt me forever. No, No, No, I am not gonna let that happen. *Fingers Crossed*.
     I was a workaholic, I will always ask my friends apply leave for vacation and I will work, *Crazy right*. I love to work, and had a superb superior, who is caring and understanding. She will grant our request, as long as there will be someone working in the ward. After a year later, my superior resigned and our ward been replaced with a suck-est superior of all time, and there's where my workaholic attitude gone. The new superior was a total B****, everybody hates her to the MAX. She always bitch around, and interrupt our work, with her awful screaming. I feels very happy every-time she goes on leave or MC, my life in the ward will be much easier without her. Everything we work, will just fall in place nicely and smoothly, even though there is a CODE BLUE. She doesn't know how to run the ward, and like to act smart. Can you people imagine, she doesn't know what is "JETEPAR", What a SHAME for a nurse, who doesn't know her drugs and wants to provide care for patients. Patients did complain about her rudeness, and her attitude problem, but as usual she will be very defensive. She is one of the reason, I resigned so early. I can't stand her anymore, and had enough of her bad-ass attitude. But I do miss all the things in the ward, EXCEPT her. I feels like going back, but the bitch is there, so forget it.
     I really pray hard and hope, I can start working next month. I can't afford to be jobless anymore. I need to get back on my feet working, with those nursing skills.
"I REALLY MISS NURSING".


The Florence Nightingale Pledge:-
I solemnly pledge myself before God and presence of this assembly;
To pass my life in purity and to practice my profession faithfully.
I will abstain from whatever is deleterious and mischievous
and will not take or knowingly administer any harmful drug.
I will do all in my power to maintain and elevate the standard of my profession
and will hold in confidence all personal matters committed to my keeping
and family affairs coming to my knowledge in the practice of my calling.
With loyalty will I endeavor to aid the physician in his work,
and devote myself to the welfare of those committed to my care.

Florence Nightingale Quotes:-

The very first requirement in a hospital is that it should do the sick no harm.
Florence Nightingale

I attribute my success to this - I never gave or took any excuse.
Florence Nightingale

No man, not even a doctor, ever gives any other definition of what a nurse should be than this - 'devoted and obedient.' This definition would do just as well for a porter. It might even do for a horse. It would not do for a policeman.
Florence Nightingale



 

Florence Nightingale - known as the Lady of the Lamp.

 

The popular image of Florence Nightingale, tending the wounded of the Crimean War.

Florence Nightingale, (12 May 1820 – 13 August 1910)

SINGLE but NOT AVAILABLE

     Being single is seriously no biggie. I just don't understand why some people just can't live without the other half, but don't get me wrong people I am not against those people who choose to be in relationship. Most people, think relationship is wonderful, sweet, and pretty, but not for me.
I choose to stay single, is because I have tonnes of goals and things to achieve in my life. I could be in a relationship if I want to by now, like I said I am not ready at the moment. I have a lot of goals to achieve in my life. I did a little planning for the next 5 years, but it doesn't include relationship and marriage. I might regret, what I have said right now, but that's "belakang cerita". What I want to do right now, is to concentrate on my goals, career and enjoy my life. I have no time for intimacy, because I am happy with my life right now. I have wonderful, great friends and a superb family. I am at my very comfortable zone, those luvee dovey, romantic romance will only asphyxiate me. I love to be independent, and not to be controlled, this is the reason why I have failed in my previous relationships in pass 2 years. I admit I do fantasize about wonderful fairytale wedding, and relationships but that's all fantasies and dreams where I will be in Joyce wonderland.
When I step back to my reality and materialistic world, I will remain single with no string attached.
There is no such thing as perfect relationship, and marriage, although you have a perfect wedding.
 
     People think, I am totally insane and looked at me one kind when i tell them, I wants to get pregnant in the next 5 years with only a donor. The next question, they asked me is:- Why don't you get married? As I said, marriage and relationships is not in my dictionary, I can't see myself in those things. I have these thought since beginning of the year, I also did some research and browsing from the internet. I know this might sounds crazy, who cares. That's one of my goal, and I don't care what people thinks about me, is my life and that's what I want. I definitely know what I am doing, and I am pretty sure my mother will not object with my decision. After all my mother is a very open minded and cool mom. I even told my mother, you won't be getting a son- in- law in the future because I won't be getting married, and she is very fine with it. My mother said, marriage nowadays is not important, what is the point of getting married if you have a great, wonderful life. The most important things these days are money, carrier, and enjoy life. LOL... Can you imagine, those words came out from a mother's mouth, how cool was that, right.
I LOVE YOU, BFF MOMMY. =D

YOUNG Again.

NKOTB & BSB performance at the 2010 AMA's

When i watched this video, it makes me feel young and naive, who I or most people used to be, in those days of our schooling teenage life.
Miss those songs so much. Gonna download it to my phone, right away.
I wanna feel young everyday. =D

The Unpredictable ME

Sketch of the year, after STOP drawing for 5 years =)

  

     Most people around me, do think that shopping, sleeping, and wasting my time, are mainly my hobbies, which is not true. I admit those are the things I love but I do have another side of me that people will never realize, this maybe because I don't have the girlie, sophisticated look. Actually I do have a few abilities which is unpredictable by people around me, and I won't tell if they don't ask. People thinks that I am just an ordinary girl with minimal knowledge, because I always shows them the playful side of me.
"Hello people, wake up!!! I am smarter than what you people think", I am a beauty with brains, or maybe not beauty but definitely with brains.

One day, I was talking about an issue with one of my friend, and my other friend over heard me.
Suddenly, she popped out a question :-

The other friend :- Hey you are a politician arr, how come you know about news? *sarcastic tone*

Me :- It  was on the newspaper. *Looking at her one kind*

The other friend :- Huh, you read newspaper wan arr?

Me :- Duh!!! I read newspaper everyday. Is important to know what is happening around the globe.
*Angin tengah naik atas kepala*

The other friend :- Ouhhhh, is very surprising that you read. I thought you don't read.

Me :- I love reading, ok. A lot of things you don't know about me, so don't judge a book by its cover. *She is getting into my nerves, ARGHHHHHHHHH*. In my heart I was like F*** you, you the one who don't read and wanna put me in the same category with you, ohhhh please I am not like you. Dah la, english tonggang, tebalik, grammar bertaburan macam sampah, wanna act smart, pulak. Go to HELL la, biatch. Mind your own bussiness.

     The above is one of the incident that happen. Told you, people do think I am brainless. Besides reading, I do love drawing, painting, and sketching, it makes me happy when I am sad, and it helps in releasing my stress. Arts needs a full concentration which you can't think think of other things, if not it will turned out to be a disaster and horror piece of art. I started falling in love with art when I was 11 years old where my mom send me to an art class. I was not born with an art talent, I always ask my mom to do my arts when I was in my primary school and she got fed-up one day. Then she start sending me to art class, I have learned a lot from my art teacher. He was great, and was born with an art talent, which he can draw a Tun Mahathir portrait when he was 9 years old. Trust me, it looks very very real, and I was impressed. I started practicing drawing everyday just to be as talented as him. I did went for competitions and won quite a number of prizes. When i was 12 years old, one of the competition which I competed and never forget is the 'Commonwealth Games' drawing competition. I was the 1st runner and my senior is the winner, but I am still very happy and proud because I defeated all the other contestants. It gave me an assurance that, I can really draw, and paint.

Several other things that I do :-
Playing the Piano, but not like Maxim, Babysitting a few days old BABY alone, Doing house chores *MY mom chores is not EASY as you think*, Swimming *Most people think, I don't know how to swim, and you are really wrong*, Squash but not like Nicole David, la. =D

Okay, I think I better STOP blabbing, you people might have fall asleep by now. Hahahahahaha...


P/S :- Peoples, I am not that kind of girl, who only know how to shop, sleep, and waste my time. I do utilize my time with useful and good activities too. =D

Surprise Visit for 2 old friends.

Since last month, my friend and I had plan to visit an old friend of ours, at one of the hospital in
KL. Finally!! After so long, all the way from Puchong, Shah Alam, we went and visit him today. What to do, we are so so busy for the past 1 month.
When we reached there today, we got lost at first because it is one of the big hospital which is not my playground. But with the assistants of the information counter, we manage to locate him.
We went into the centre, was about to ask the nurse for him and suddenly he walked out of no where, looking at us with a surprised look. Then i started laughing when i saw his speechless and shocked expression, when he sees us. He said, this is really an unexpected visit and he was touched because of, paying him a visit before we leave. Yeah, is really an unexpected and surprise visit. So "SURPRISE" Dr.V, we are excited and happy to see you too. Even though, you are one of the doctor who all nurses hate the most, but don't worry you will still remains as my friend and my besttie's BFF. As we promise, we will visit you for sure when we come back for our summer holiday next year. When we were having so much fun chatting, there is a patient who came to see him out of a sudden, and unfortunately we have no choice but to leave. He wishes us the very best of luck, and ask us to join his diagnostic centre when our contract ends in Saudi. Because he said, most of the women who reach a certain age will need a 9am-5pm job. That's true but not for me, or maybe it's too early to say, but we will see how things will go. Before we leave the centre, he asked us to visit another doctor which is at 7th floor, Dr.W. This time I was surprised, because I did not expect that he is a visiting consultant there.
Then we went up, visited him, and guess what?? Another speechless, shocked, and surprised expression from an old friend. He was really speechless, the thing that he did was laugh, laugh, and laugh. He did not expect us either. "SURPRISE" Dr.W, he didn't even believe we came all the way from Puchong, Shah Alam to visit.
He even thinks that we will be working with Dr.V, in his diagnostic centre, and not going to Saudi. Oh god, what a joke. When we were talking, suddenly he pops out a statment which is:-

Dr.W :- You look different, today.
Me :- Huh, whats the different??
Dr.W :- Ermmm... You look stylist and good.
Me :- Oh ok, I become prettier izzit?? LOL. *starting to get perasan and kembang*
Dr.W :- Yeah, you look prettier.
Me :- Really. *dah kembang hampir nak meletop ady*
Dr.W :- (cont) and you look bustier too.
Me :- Huh... Bustier?? In my heart i was saying, "why all this while it look lepar only, meh".I guess the looking good and prettier part, is just to cover line and to cover him from looking like a pervert, before he tells me, I look bustier. Hahahaha. Aiyo, boss next time no need to go round the bush, you can tell me straight away, la.
We are cool and steady wan.
Dr.W :- I really miss both of you. O***** ward is so dull without both of you. No one, to talk to when i do my rounds nowadays. Last time, only 2 of you are sporting enough to talk and joke around. Others are so boring and dull.
Me + My Friend :- LOL... Yeah, we  know you and other bosses MISS us. *both of us, perasan kejap and at the same time kembang-ing, and floating on air*.  Hahahaha...

Fuh, we didn't expect that there will be doctors missing us. BANGGA, giler. Actually, we miss quite a number of doctors in our hospital too. Don't worry, as we promise you doctors we will be visiting you all, a few days before we fly. Till we meet again, do take care my old friends. =D

P/S : Today was one of my happiest day. End up visiting 2 old friends, instead of 1.